I posted on the main board that I may have to put my kids in public school for a year.
I mentioned this to the children this evening and I could tell my 12 y.o. was feeling bad. I saw that look on his face when my husband told him that he was moving out.
My children will be torn apart and I don't even know if I will make it through the college classes I am taking. I have been under so much stress this past semester, my health has been suffering and I think my very life is at risk. Last week I started taking the kids for a brisk walk in the hills at noon to get some much-needed exercise and sunlight to relieve the stress and my son broke his foot. So now he is on crutches and in a fair bit of pain for 6 weeks. No walks now.
If anyone reading this is thinking of moving out on their spouse and children to "enjoy life" or "find themselves" or run off with someone, think again. You have no idea the hell you will put your family through. You are taking a big steaming dump on your own children. Fouling your nest. Poisoning the well for generations to come. Quit being a coward and ask God to help you save your marriage.
How much I would love to just be my children's mother. There are so many things we won't be able to do together now that I will be torn away.
I'm on the edge of a financial abyss, working odd jobs, taking classes and homeschooling the children. I have no retirement. There are no "golden years" ahead for me at this point. I have catastrophic health insurance that I pay for out-of-pocket. Thank God the children have good insurance from their father's job. I am foregoing medical care that I would normally have gotten because of lack of funds, which is an added stressor in and of itself.
Please pray for protection for us, wisdom and strength for me, thank you.
I mentioned this to the children this evening and I could tell my 12 y.o. was feeling bad. I saw that look on his face when my husband told him that he was moving out.
My children will be torn apart and I don't even know if I will make it through the college classes I am taking. I have been under so much stress this past semester, my health has been suffering and I think my very life is at risk. Last week I started taking the kids for a brisk walk in the hills at noon to get some much-needed exercise and sunlight to relieve the stress and my son broke his foot. So now he is on crutches and in a fair bit of pain for 6 weeks. No walks now.
If anyone reading this is thinking of moving out on their spouse and children to "enjoy life" or "find themselves" or run off with someone, think again. You have no idea the hell you will put your family through. You are taking a big steaming dump on your own children. Fouling your nest. Poisoning the well for generations to come. Quit being a coward and ask God to help you save your marriage.
How much I would love to just be my children's mother. There are so many things we won't be able to do together now that I will be torn away.
I'm on the edge of a financial abyss, working odd jobs, taking classes and homeschooling the children. I have no retirement. There are no "golden years" ahead for me at this point. I have catastrophic health insurance that I pay for out-of-pocket. Thank God the children have good insurance from their father's job. I am foregoing medical care that I would normally have gotten because of lack of funds, which is an added stressor in and of itself.
Please pray for protection for us, wisdom and strength for me, thank you.
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